Today is a turning point. Today is the end of something that has been in my life for four years. I knew that eventually this day would come, where there would be no need for me and him to ever speak again. Up until now some of my belongings were still at his house, therefore it's been hard to completely move on until i knew i had everything back. But Today i get everything back and that is the end. It had ended anyway but this really is the day where we part ways and become strangers again. I knew that this would happen eventually, we dont speak anymore, and i have deleted him from practically everything. But today he no longer has a hold on me and there really is not one reason why we should contact eachother again. I guess in a way it hurts and it is hard because everything will come to an end entirely. I am being strong, and through it all i have tried my hardest to carry on and to let go, and i wont lie it is not easy, it is really hard. What makes it harder is when the other person was a complete liar, who had cheated and left you for another person. Lifes a bitch. As hard as that is, it also makes it a whole lot easier. Why would you want to be back with someone who had done that to you anyway, they trully dont deserve you. In life everything happens for a reason, and i really believe that, we all have a journey and a path in life, and there is fate, you cannot change what is meant to be, you can only ride out the journey and take whatever life throws at you. If i was meant to be with someone, than i would be with them. Life may take you to funny places and teach you knew things. If you really are meant to end up with someone you will, in months or even years. You just have to let it be. So for now.. I am just going to take each day as it comes, i am going to expect the unexpected and i am going to just enjoy and work through all the little things that life throws at me. I am not here to break down or to let life get the best of me, no i am a survivor, that is what we all have built into us. We are all built to survive. So today one part of my life does end, but while that comes to an end, so many more doors are opening, and so many more things are beginning, and that is what life is about.
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