A crazy weekend

My weekend was a busy one, and not just the usual busy one, but I literally didn't get a moment to stop and think. It started with a Friday night with my lovely friend Caitlyn. Friday had been a shit day for me, I had an awful reminder of my ex in my life when I had to speak to him, it wasn't pleasant, but none the less it reminded me how much better off without him I am. He remains to be a liar and a very cold and uncaring person, so talking to him did make me upset, but afterwards I felt stronger, because I am glad to not have people like that around me anymore, I deserve much better and it’s not worth the time, I gave him everything and for him it still wasn't enough he still had to go and cheat and lie, which is something he enjoyed doing for the four years we were together. Goes to show.. Some people never change! So I was happy that I had my friend to cheer me up, we spent a night eating sweeties and watching girly TV.. With of course lots of talking! 

Then Saturday came and I had a hectic day of preparing for Saturday Nights Madness! I got to my friend Collette’s and the pre-drinking began. We made our very own Bacardi cocktail; lots of Bacardi, mint, lemonade and pineapple, and to be fair it taste rather nice, but sadly it got us drunk VERY quick.

We went for a night out in Wonderland Sutton, where I had never been before. I instantly felt old, everyone seems so young now, and although I am only 22, I was still looking like the old person, the one when I was 18 I used to look at with a disgusted face. Such a shame. We had lots of fun though, and I will make-sure I do not mix my drunks in future, as in the club I thought it would be wise to drink Vodka, Jack Daniels and White Wine. Everything seems so fun when you are drunk. A chav also proposed to me, which was obviously the highlight of my night.

Sunday was spent driving to Weston Super Mare, and I must admit I do love the seaside. It makes you realize that the world is such a big place full of opportunities, and that makes me happy.

This weekend I realized I CAN be happy again, because I WAS happy, I have gone into this week in a rather cheerful mood, and I can’t wait for everything that’s ahead, I am going to embrace it fully.

Jade xox