So today is the start of another month, a quarter of the way through the year. I have had the craziest last two months, and i always feel so much better when a new month begins, it is almost as if it is a new chance to make the most of the month again. The last few weeks have been up and down, and my emotions have gone through every phrase possible. I haven't had much time to sit and reflect for a while. This weekend i booked my Thailand trip and am going now on the 1st August and won't be back until the 17th August! Thailand is 11 hours away on the plane, and it will be seven hours ahead of everyone here in the UK. Its not going to hit me until i get to the airport, and then i'll be alone, ready to begin my adventure. I am not only excited but i am so proud of myself for doing this, for getting the courage after all that's happened this year. I knew i would do it, as i had set my mind to it, but it became more real when i booked it. It is exactly 4 months away today that i will be leaving. There is a part of me that feels alive for doing this, but also a part that is scared. I am going to be on the other side of the world with nobody i even know, in a foreign country where lizards and rats will be running riot around the place. I keep reminding myself that i will be doing an amazing thing, two weeks teaching and looking after children in an orphanage, it will make me appreciate my life so much, which can only be a good thing right now.
So for this month, and before i go away, i am keeping myself focused by working on another of my bucket list goals, and that is to write a book. I have drafted it all up, and i am going to start writing it. As i have mentioned before i have always loved writing. So i will keep you updated on the progress of this and how it goes along the way :)
For now, Happy Easter and set yourself a goal for this month!
Jade xox
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